Our day at the riverside to play for a long time, but not the same as usual, very few speak. From that day onwards, I found myself becoming ladies up, sophisticated, and will want to do, and I think a lot of things.
I know 16-year-old girl should be reserved for girls can be at my cousin, how are reserved before the years up. Put his hands hanging at my cousin on the shoulder when the heart will feel that they fly up on all the things the world have embarked on my smiling face. Test finished after the fraction has hair down, and my cousin, the results of the same university failed cousin, and my focus from one-third of high school is even worse. Go to my father Richard had scores thatwritten essay, he passes at the following points. Usual at my writing class is one of the best, and take part in an essay contest for middle school students across the province, have been the second prize, I must want to change composition of those who are old old mother too rigidly, because me and my cousin put together in the river edge of that beautiful memory to write down. Know the fraction that a few days, my father followed by mother frown, but then I have actually happy because cousin did not test, thedecided to let him again at our school tuition for one year.
Vacation, the father to the province to participate in a workshop, go to the countryside is also a mother, at home and my cousin became the Freedom of the World. Mother father left when we learn to take care of themselves, would also like to review books, not to put their studies abandoned. We all have to agree, crunchy, and they go out, we were also glad they are laughing are dancing. Us the morning to take to the streets with shopping, cooking, eating, playing at noon, play chess, watchat night watching TV, playing cards. Life freely. Boring time, cousin to say something strange story to me, or make faces tease me glad. Sometimes, he does not care to make me angry, I beat him with fists hard on the back, even my hands are sore, and he still, the grinning.
That night, we make enough of my cousin, also hanging on the shoulder, I want him back. My cousin on her own, at the house to, ah, ah turn, until the head of the halo, we have a pleasant smile, and forget. At this moment, the door opened, and father to open the door go away. He saw us this way, a very ugly face. Say not a word. Cousin put me down, we stood there, I do not know how to do. I thought the father to say what the results said nothing. This evening calm.
The next day, Mother returned. Evening meals eaten, put my mother and father called cousin stood before them, they look like in July when the sky that atmosphere. Father said that you are adults, and playing time should be a little self-respect, not to let others look at unpromising. Mother said that, school dormitory students to move when you go live. Such a person, how many should learn independent Furthermore, we also want Wenwen quiet, she should be on the Senior. Cousin startled a good while, that I listen to is you. I said, Mom, you should not let students dormitory cousin to go live, I have been to, there are so dirty, so smelly! Father39s face more gloomy. He said thatyou speak!
I remember things from, the father has never used such an attitude on me, my tears flow out very quickly, I do not know where the courage to seize my cousin39s hand, shouted to the mother father said, No matter how you like, anyway, can not let go cousin! Cousin also firmly grasped my hand and told them that I can go live in a dormitory students, but please do not misunderstand you, aunt, uncle, I know Wenwen also small, I will not bully her. Mother so angry about sitting on the sofa, Father39s face has changed shape a twist. He put a hand book fell to the floor, the roar told us to kneel down. We knelt down, and it is to uphold justice. Now wanted to come, the scene at that time, just like on the ground like a solemn wedding, or a Qiong Yao39s novels are reproduced circumstances. In fact, our stories and Qiong Yao39s novels, like exactly the same.
That night, my cousin, are hard and heavy fighting. My bloodstain found everywhere, but I did not cry. The next few days, my father and mother did not speak, they watch me and cousin are also very tight, do not give us the opportunity alone. One day I picked up on the sofa at my one book and found that there is a note inside that read Wenwen, I beg your pardon, I will let you are beaten, and now? I moved to cry, cousin, he has always been my! I immediately wrote back to the Housing Zhang note No, cousin, let me you are beaten, you? And look for the opportunity to put one of his book. Later I found a cousin goes to see a piece of paper, expressions and me as excited. He raised his headme, I saw his eyes down deep depression. Distressed me well!
That night I lay in bed, alarm clock has reached the two points, one point I was not sleepy, I really want to find cousin speak Say ah.me carefully and gently walk to the front of the cousin. Through the door, I saw the lights still lit inside. Then quietly opened the door, inside whispered Cousin said, come. Me against him, shut our eyes, the tears wet his chest. True, I have always loved cousin, and I in front of him, such as water transparency, I want to do what I can know Him. And he in me, are like a tempting classics, contains Forever charm. And my cousin in close proximity, and that night, we have experienced a separation and reunion brought about by. In the years to come, I feel too many unpredictable time. My alarm clock in a small number of time before the slow pace, and at my cousin, as the Medium ofexperiencing.
That year, I read in the original School Senior, cousin tutorial. Cousin admitted to the school39s dormitory students, we meet a separate study days with the increased burden of becoming less and less. Occasionally met up in the corridor, our mutual gaze a moment on the Go Away lightly, it is at our heart to communicate the most sincere. That staring eyes, the cover of such language you live also, please? Want me? Remember, want fun.
In the day the world one day go, our love deepened in the day by day. My cousin put me on the love, concentrated in a thick diary of the years, on the most secretive places. One day, in the corridor, my cousin quietly superimpose a note, I read after touching a cry, it was one poem
I love you
But I dare not say that
I am afraid I have said
I39ll die
Since you are my cousin, ah
You desecrated my
Even if I do want to
Damn it
I am not afraid of die
But I fear that I am a die
No one will love you like me
April, mid-term exams after a few days vacation. My father cheated Say Yes to Student at home to play, secretly and cousin went to the county seat from four, five kilometers away to play the Green Lake.
Although the Green Lake called Lake, in fact, just a pond. Green Lake water is very green, covered witharound the willows, like a green bed. The lake has a small wooden boat, is the only one, the rent money the day 5.us, can not wait on the floor of the boat, staggered row put to the lake, and then stopped to allow boatrippling. It was a beautiful weather! Water, trees, sunshine, everything is so fascinating. The sky, white clouds hung quietly, like floating in the sky in the white boat on the lake, sparkling water, a lot of gray ducks freelysmall slurry, see we do not hide. Cousin said that the better you sit, I give you an up efforts, said the shirt off, a bar down. Some wild ducksbeen, the cousin has not disappeared. Moment, and cousin from the water to take out a hand to seize the wild there is no anti-avoidance. He is engaged in the original attack. He swims to the boat side of one arm, put the duck gave me to make me a naughty grimace. On the ship, cousin wiped with the hair on the clothes of water. Under the sun, his dark skin shining crystal, becoming more and more health. Wild ducks flyingat my hands. Cousin said that such a moment we put it baked, and make us lunch. My son was silent, saying that, or put it put it, you watch them in this water swim freely, and many U.S.. Then put it into the water, it suddenly ran out far.
Say you the story of a beautiful ah, I inserted the sentence.
Is not it? Wen said that since the stories are, it has a beautiful, there is bound to the other side of beauty. Or went on to say things that day.
On board, the topic of our natural body to go wild. I said, it is how ah happy, you can choose your favorite water swimming. But fashion jewelry as long as someone to violate it, it will fear of fear. Cousin said, ah yes, just like us.
The day we say a lot of words. Cousin said that he would marry me finish college. I said, no matter how time changes, I do not change your heart. If you are not to my day, I quietly on a person jumped into this lake, put their own buried here. Cousin pulling my hand, said emotionally and will never have that day, Wen-Wen, believe me. My cousin against the chest, tightly embracing us.
Blue sky testify testify Baiyun, willow testimony of the clean water to testify, ducks testify testify, my 16-year-old love, are innocent, are will never change!
Also the advent of a black July. Cousin is still unable to university. Get this message, Cousin has been back in Sichuan. At that time there is no telephone, not to mention the mobile phone, father reportedly went to the Sichuan power generation. Arrangements have been very inappropriate things, because Sichuan admit high fraction line, for fearcousin, father a few years ago so they cousin39s account to go to Yunnan, and can not think or make a! That side Telegram to return immediately to demand an immediate cousin39s account to put back, because uncle works in a bank, he wanted to retire early, so cousin can take over his job. This means that the cousin did not come in Yunnan! And I love him, is not such a broken line on the case? Sad July, I sat on the roof of my house, in the diary to record the language of my thoughts. True blue July sky ah, blue and deep as the sea really strong July sunshine ah, strong like fire and my heart, like autumn rain, followed by the rainy season, there is to know who the next of my heart Rain? I think cousin, in the distant Sichuan, as he also want me? He is not like me, feel at raining? No, I have to give him write a letter! Think of a letter, I then realized that, for so long, and I have not received a letter cousin, ah, why, why he did not give me write this? My hastily written letter, sent out, then that is a long wait. Ah, etc., etc., watch the time to go to school, and my cousin had not received a reply. I really wanted to go in person to ask the cousin handmade jewelry went to Sichuan, which is how the case. However, the reality does not allow me to do, first of all, yes I do not have money, can not go, then, I would like to reading, has been opened, and, I do not Been to Sichuan, those addresses for me is completely unfamiliar. How do? How do?
Burning in my time and my cousin39s friends, our classes of aircraft, that is, a good friend to you my letter.
Wenwen
Here you are writing so many letters, why do not you give me a reply this? I think you are lost letter, a last resort, I requested the aircraft to the letter. He is our buddy, I believe him.
I miss you. Every night, I think you should not go to sleep every day, I have to sleep out the storm. I have every day, appetite for food and drinks do not want to. NOT your day, how do I have!
Home people are aware of the things I told you, and yes I said to them, I say that I am going to marry you. But they like the same uncle aunt, do not agree. They only said that such a reason Can not marry close relatives. They say they are my only son, do not want my offspring is a fool. I said not to my Children. Ren advised them how to, I am ignored. Now, I have to work at the bank, are hard Father gave me pressure, I did want a soldier, but they still are not allowed.
I now very busy, and so over time I have been busy, I will look at you.
Kiss you..
Cousin had been originally wrote to me, but why I have not received it? Father perhaps are the mother give me hide! I ask them, they do not admit that did not receive any letter. However, I do not believe that they are definitely my letter put the hide. However, how can I do? Only after a careful.
School, I go the High. That night, father come up with a bundle of letters, on my face said to me This is your letter toWriting, I have seen the mother and you wholesale jewelry were just some bad words pollution 78. Now, I in front of your face, put it burned. I want to tell you that kind of thing is impossible! First, you are still very small, do not know anything Secondly, the mission you are reading, third, you arecousin, that is to say, he and you have a deep kinship, in any case, you only brother and sister are, and there is nothing impossible for the relationship. These points you must understand that if you insist, then I can raise you are white.
I turned one, into his own room, put the bolt on, tears like the Levees Broke rivers, raging down. I do not understand, I do not understand why such things! There is no reason why, I just enjoy cousin, can enjoy a person has nothing wrong with it?
Cousin in Sichuan him to do the bank clerk, I read my book in Yunnan. But I want him, want to every day, night and think, every time want to, want to have to have the spirit of blurring. I know father would still cut my mother39s letter, so all are at a transit route. Each week, I will receive two letters from him, and I still give him a week to write letters. Sometimes, the letter of our predecessors only a few poems, I wrote Dieto side to make silk, wax torch ashes Tears do before, he went back to Cai-feng Shuangfei body without wings, there is the heart beat are linked together, Writing mythe one after the other two places of the hanging, saying only that it is March and April, also in 2056 … Who knows … , he went back to Lee39s instrument, I live in the Yangtze River head, live in the Yangtze River Mei-jun. Date Date Have you not seen that Si-jun,the Yangtze River Water … … are the letters ah, tightly put me and his love even together!
Time is a river flowing Forever ah gone flowed between my third year. In May of that afternoon, I was in classroom suddenly burst brain dizziness, a dream-like feeling into the body. Cousin standing in front of the classroom, with a wide smile, looking at me. If that moment Kate Huang, everything was fixed. I do not know there is no teacher at, the hands still holding the book, I go out. Student has at whispering, I do not care. With at cousin behind me like a puppet, the,39s.
School is behind a row of tidy the tomb of the martyrs. Martyrs tomb around Cangsong cypresses, flowers. In the lush woods, and we firmly embracing. My tears quietly slipped down from the cheeks up, wet a cousin on the shoulder.
Did not speak, there is little to say then? What do have to say? A thousand words, are collected in a deep embrace Lane. At that moment, I felt I was the world39s most happy person. What is happy? After the happy reunion isis the person you love loves you the same.
And, cousin, holding my face, carefully examined a long time, and said you lost, but you grow up.
I looked at him with deep feeling of the eyes, do not speak. I am willing to watch him on this life until we are old.
I did not want me to tell you, you are to give a pleasant surprise. Cousin said.
I know, I said, I know you want to, if you do not, I will die.
Cousin Yong closer I put the.
Cousin,me, do not open up, I know, one open, you will go, and you will be at my eyes disappeared, and now I am dreaming! I murmured.
Man, look at me, my cousin once again won the face This is not a dream, This is true, I have in front of you, watching me, watching me … …
I blocked his mouth with my lips, with my tears.
At that time the sun you are the most warm, the wind that you are the most warm, grass is the softest of the bar, and I, which is the most happy of it. Almost shade, Asakusa those who chirp at the birds singing among the trees, are costume jewelry the witnesses of my happy ah, you see it? I put my eighteen-year-old youth, eighteen-year-old love, eighteen-year-old body, to me before this is called the Man-kai, I willingly, no regrets! Shan non-nuclear, space together, my heart, will not change!
The next day, cousin of going quietly to go quietly. I understand him, he is a person, a society of people in this world, have lot of things earthly fetters with him at such a time, he still put me in mind, I would have to ask what it ?